Saturday, August 2, 2008

when in doubt...

why is it that the only emotional connections i've found recently have been in songs or books? the words of authors have moved me, moved me into a state of longing. but honestly, i don't think i would have it any other way. i admire those who can make me feel.

my current state is recurrent in this state. summertime. i put everything i am working for on hold, and for what? i come back to a place that no longer offers me anything except solitude and a chance to reflect and reform. its nice, i love seeing my family, and the few friends i still have here. but i miss living.


operator, i can't hold much longer...

1 comment:

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